tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35084774916415000722024-03-13T08:32:57.396-07:00Lessons on this journey called life...I'm an American married to a Haitian living and raising our son in Haiti. Follow our missionary adventures as we teach English and computer skills in the mountain village of Gramothe, Haiti.Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.comBlogger862125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-86911473761210098252014-06-04T18:22:00.003-07:002018-04-14T11:38:24.916-07:00one yearTime is a funny thing. The minutes are all 60 seconds, but emotions and circumstances have the ability to make those 60 seconds tick by as slow as molasses or faster than the blink of an eye.<br />
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We left Haiti one year ago today. It seems impossible--both because it feels like we were just in Haiti and because it feels so far away. Thankfully we'll be back on the island in a little over a month for a two week dose of <i>Ayiti Cheri.</i><br />
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I suppose it's true what they say. The days are long and the years short.<br />
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<br />Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-18329694495606126152014-05-04T06:00:00.000-07:002014-05-04T06:00:18.166-07:00decadeAccording to my Facebook friends who also attended Bethel College, I graduated ten years ago this weekend. It seems impossible to be ten years removed from college life and my dreams from that period of time. My life looks nothing like I thought it would at this point. And that's okay!!<br />
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When I left Bethel College, I thought...<br />
<b><i>I would move to Chicago and teach at an inner city high school-</i></b>-and maybe even start a community center. Instead I taught middle school reading in Mishawaka, English as a foreign language in Haiti, and now high school English in Goshen. Even though the location hasn't been what I thought it would be, my desire to work with students who come from low income backgrounds has been realized. And my dreams of starting a community center are still alive and well--I just picture myself running community programs in Haiti instead of the inner city.<br />
<b><i>I would be <a href="http://britneylsmith.blogspot.com/2009/02/on-my-mind.html#.U2Y3NfldWSo">married by age 25 or 26,</a> with multiple kids by age 30.</i> </b>In reality I didn't get married until a week before my 30th birthday. But, I'm not complaining. I love my husband, and I'm really, <i>really</i> thankful I trusted God and waited for Arold.<br />
<b><i>I would maintain my close relationships with my college friends</i>. </b>I was determined that I was <i>not</i> going to be one of those people who left college and promptly forgot about my BFFs. The truth is I was unprepared for how much work friendships take when you don't live in the same building. There are a small handful of friends from college that I regularly talk to, but I do wish I had done a better job of keeping up with my roommate and suite-mates from sophomore year.<br />
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Rest assured, some things haven't changed.<br />
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<li>Most days you still can't see the surface of my desk or dining room table.</li>
<li>The alarm goes off multiple times before I roll out of bed in the morning.</li>
<li>I would much rather stay up late with my girlfriends talking than do school work.</li>
<li>Discussing grammar is still fascinating. (Seriously.)</li>
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Most importantly, though, I still want to serve God with my whole life. I'm just learning that sometimes that looks different than I imagined it would.<br /><div>
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Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-89639988562918083892014-04-09T10:26:00.002-07:002014-04-09T10:26:16.299-07:00dreamingI regularly dream of Haiti. Sometimes my dreams are more like memories from when we lived there, but most of the time my dreams are set in the future.<br />
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Recently I read about <a href="http://liberiacalls.blogspot.com/2014/03/pure-life-soap.html">a missionary in Liberia who started a soap making business</a> with some of the people he is working with. They are able to produce 1200 bars of soap in a day and the soap makers and sellers are able to make $10 USD each day that they work, which is double what a decent job would pay there. I think it's pretty amazing. The missionary blogs at <a href="http://www.liberiacalls.blogspot.com/">www.liberiacalls.blogspot.com</a>. Definitely check it out!<br />
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Anyway, his post about soap got me thinking. I'm wondering if something like that could work in Haiti, so now I am in full research mode on all things soap making. I even found a place in Ft. Wayne that offers classes in soap making. So on the first Saturday of summer vacation, I am going to learn the basics of making soap. I'm hoping to learn enough to be able to try the process out when we visit Haiti this summer. (I'm counting down until we get our feet back on the island! I miss that place.)Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-4531576308377501652014-03-08T05:55:00.003-08:002014-03-08T05:56:53.784-08:00finally! Tastey Haitian White RiceThis week Arold made some yummy white rice, bean sauce, and chicken in sauce. It was delicious! The thing is that he always makes way more bean sauce than rice, so we have to make more rice or it goes bad. This week was no different. Last night I was looking for something Arold could pack in his lunch, and all I could find was bean sauce--which is not so appetizing on it's own. So I started a pot of rice, but the peanut gallery was not very supportive. I have been making "Haitian" rice for a few years now, but no matter how closely I follow the directions my husband gives me it is too sticky/wet or it doesn't taste right (code for it doesn't have enough salt). I don't think he was very optimistic about his lunch for today.<br />
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I carefully measured the water and rice. I made sure to add more salt than I thought was necessary. When it was time to put a little oil in the boiling water, I decided to use coconut oil instead of canola oil because I thought it would be healthier and maybe taste a little better. Probably most importantly, I was very careful about my lid placement while the rice was boiling. (Arold always leaves it a little bit cracked, letting some air out, as it simmers.) When my rice was finished I tasted it and was pretty proud of myself. I had made some pretty tasty white rice. Arold was still skeptical and didn't taste it before going to bed.</div>
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Well, all my hard word paid off! This morning Arold pronounced my rice was better than his. Finally, I have mastered making Haitian white rice!!!!</div>
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So here's my estimated recipe for <u><span style="font-size: large;">Tastey Haitian White Rice</span></u></div>
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<li>Start boiling a little less than 3 cups of water</li>
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<li>Add 2-3 teaspoons of coconut oil (maybe more)<br /><i>Optional: a handful of finely chopped leeks OR two dashes of onion powder, some garlic powder</i></li>
<li>When the water is boiling, add about 1 and 3/4 cups rice--stir so it doesn't stick to the bottom of the pan</li>
<li>Bring the water back to boiling uncovered</li>
<li>Once it's boiling again, stir to be sure the rice is not sticking to the bottom. Then turn down the heat to a fast simmer and cover the pot (for not so sticky rice, leave the lid slightly cracked</li>
<li>Make sure the pot doesn't boil over or dry out (adjust lid to avoid both problems)</li>
<li>I occasionally stir/fluff the rice while it's cooking, but I know others avoid that.</li>
<li>When the rice is the desired tenderness, remove the lid to cook out all extra water.</li>
<li>Enjoy with some bean sauce or other delicious dish/sauce.</li>
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Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-34218112512619627682014-03-02T08:57:00.002-08:002014-03-02T08:57:27.706-08:00schoolI don't think it's a secret that Arold and I really want to be back in Haiti doing ministry some day. Really, we'd like to be there now, but we know God has us here (in Northern Indiana) for this season of our lives. As difficult as it is to deal with the polar vortex, being assaulted daily by consumerism and greed, and the ideology of YOLO (you only live once), we know this is where we belong right now. <div>
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Before we left Haiti, we made a list of goals we had for our time living in the United States. One of the goals we had was to learn more about different models of ministry and to get some type of Bible or missions training. Arold started taking Bible/pastoral training classes online in October. It looks like it's going to be a great program for him. As his spouse I have the opportunity to take the same classes--now or at a later date--at half price. I would love to take the classes at the same time he's taking them because I think it would be good for us to process the information together, but there's no way I can handle the course work on top of teaching! </div>
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Recently I was looking online for some type of mission conference for the two of us to attend, but I couldn't find much out there. Then I stumbled upon a link to <a href="http://globalfrontiermissions.org/">Global Missions Frontier</a> and their online missionary training program. It looks like a great program. Participants can earn a certificate of completion, or with varying degrees of homework, participants are able to earn any where from an Associates Degree to a Masters through<a href="http://www.gocovenant.com/"> Covenant Theological Seminary</a>. There are 20 modules in the online course, and they are all "work at your own pace." Most online classes have required weekly chats and homework assignments, which doesn't work for my currently lifestyle. But this particular program only requires each module to be completed in three months. I can watch the videos, read the books, and complete the assignments as I have time and still finish within the three month window. Plus, I could finish multiple modules in the summer when I'm not teaching.</div>
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I am trying out the first class to see how it goes, but I am really excited about this opportunity. I am seriously considering working towards the Masters Degree. <b><i>Can you believe I just said that?!? </i></b>In recent years I have told many people that I have no desire to go back to school, but I guess I just needed the right course of study to persuade me to step back into the role of student! </div>
Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-33321028535682541712014-02-24T06:02:00.000-08:002014-02-24T06:02:00.389-08:0017 months<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-J52u-JXfuP0/UwYImJk2WfI/AAAAAAAAGxo/9K7aWQODa7s/s1600/IMG_1692.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-J52u-JXfuP0/UwYImJk2WfI/AAAAAAAAGxo/9K7aWQODa7s/s1600/IMG_1692.JPG" height="320" width="240" /></a>I can't believe Isaac is no longer a baby. He is clearly a little man at this point. The last 17 months have flown by!<br />
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<span style="text-align: center;">Isaac loves eating, climbing, yelling, singing, and watching birds. He is very social, but doesn't like being dropped off at daycare or the church nursery, even though he gets over it pretty quickly. His favorite foods are french fries and cake or cookies--it makes no difference as long as it's sweet! He can take things off of the table and the kitchen counters. He enjoys emptying both cupboards and baskets or boxes. He is a good helper when it's time to put the groceries away and a terrible helper when it's time to fold laundry. </span><br />
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<span style="text-align: center;">His vocabulary expands daily. Common words we hear around here are: up, get down, dog, Da, Mimmy, wawo (zwazo=bird in creole), book, rye (to sing Rise and Shine), ball, more, ji (for drink), tank oo, cat, nose, eye, and ungy (for hungry). He knows the signs for more, please, hungry, and maybe one other word. </span><br />
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Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-27913349864594000962014-02-22T05:50:00.000-08:002014-02-22T05:50:00.819-08:00renew<span style="font-family: inherit;">My one word theme of the year is <b>renew</b>. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I'm looking forward to a year of renewal--in faith, love, friendship, humility, and many other areas.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Psalm 51: 10 <span style="background-color: white;">Create in me a pure heart, O God, and </span><b style="background-color: white;">renew</b><span style="background-color: white;"> a steadfast spirit within me.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: white;">Ruth 4:15 </span><span style="background-color: white;">He will </span><b style="background-color: white;">renew</b><span style="background-color: white;"> your life and sustain you in your old age. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: white;">Romans 12:2 </span><span style="background-color: white;">Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the </span><b style="background-color: white;">renew</b><span style="background-color: white;"><b>ing</b> of your mind.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: white;">Titus 3:4 ...</span><span style="background-color: white;">He saved us through the washing</span><span class="crossreference" style="background-color: white; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-29929K" title="See cross-reference K">K</a>)"></span><span style="background-color: white;"> of rebirth and <b>renewal</b></span><span class="crossreference" style="background-color: white; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-29929L" title="See cross-reference L">L</a>)"></span><span style="background-color: white;"> by the Holy Spirit...</span></span>Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-61091732151034243792014-02-19T18:54:00.000-08:002014-02-19T19:01:53.604-08:00degaje, what I learned in Haiti<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">At the beginning of the school year I started drinking coffee every day. Waking up at the (butt) crack of dawn forces a person to find ways to keep their eye lids open so early in the morning.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Before we moved into our apartment I picked up a few essential items at a place called The Depot (it's my new favorite store--a Mennonite thrift shop in Goshen). A coffee pot and a toaster oven were my two proudest purchases. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Unfortunately, I dropped our coffee pot as we were moving in and it shattered into a million little pieces, along with my dreams of drinking coffee in the mornings. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">BUT! using a skill I learned in Haiti, I was able to find a solution to my very grave problem. Behold, my solution to having a coffee maker but no coffee pot:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I effectively used this small sauce pan to <i>degaj<b>e</b></i><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; line-height: 16.1200008392334px;">, or used my resources to fix my problem. Thankfully my grandma sent us an extra coffee pot she had and we don't have to use this pan anymore. </span></span></div>
Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-69005134433065496212014-01-29T08:18:00.000-08:002014-01-29T08:18:00.172-08:00long overdue Isaac pics<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-kIJ8ufvYO7Q/UuU1UAwVbuI/AAAAAAAAGnc/V7lqMojkLBw/s1600/happy+boy+1-8-2014.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-kIJ8ufvYO7Q/UuU1UAwVbuI/AAAAAAAAGnc/V7lqMojkLBw/s1600/happy+boy+1-8-2014.jpg" height="240" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-OEpFGaawEh0/UuU1TfnslEI/AAAAAAAAGnU/MAliZ_T2iMg/s1600/IMG_1490.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-OEpFGaawEh0/UuU1TfnslEI/AAAAAAAAGnU/MAliZ_T2iMg/s1600/IMG_1490.JPG" height="240" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-r2g80eVsyQQ/UuU1TWkSj-I/AAAAAAAAGnY/0C6GgDk0Lk0/s1600/IMG_1531.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-r2g80eVsyQQ/UuU1TWkSj-I/AAAAAAAAGnY/0C6GgDk0Lk0/s1600/IMG_1531.JPG" height="240" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-JpNdncGleco/UuU1TZvyo5I/AAAAAAAAGnQ/rz2tbOwfTT0/s1600/IMG_1559.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-JpNdncGleco/UuU1TZvyo5I/AAAAAAAAGnQ/rz2tbOwfTT0/s1600/IMG_1559.JPG" height="320" width="240" /></a></div><br />Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-34670950383127874692014-01-26T07:23:00.000-08:002014-01-26T14:55:34.549-08:00confessions of a maladjusted former missionaryIt's been a while since I've written anything here. Mostly that's because I have a hard time keeping up with being a mom, a wife, and a full-time public school teacher. But, another major factor in neglecting writing is that I've had a hard time adjusting to life in the States. For most of the past 8 months, and probably longer than that, I've been cocooning myself from the world. I suppose my philosophy was that if I drew into myself and ignored the world, I could avoid some of the pain of leaving Haiti. I've become a master at avoiding interactions with people that might lead to meaningful conversations. The only thing cocooning myself did, though, was isolate me during a time when I desperately needed to be surrounded by people who love and support me. Change is hard no matter what, but this particular change was extreme. We left our jobs, our first home as a married couple, Arold's family, our friends and coworkers, our church, the ministry to Haitian students we loved so much... Everything about our lives changed in one fell swoop.<br /><br />Logically, I know we made the decision to follow God's leading and move the United States. Irrationally, I felt like God did this <i>to </i>(instead of for or with) us. In the beginning I was hurt and angry, feeling like God had sent us to the US and forgotten about us. When I'm being reasonable, I can see that God is still using us--maybe not in the way we'd like, but working through us nonetheless--and that he has a purpose for our time here. Arold is taking Bible classes, we are learning about various models of ministry, and we are working on becoming financially independent. Knowing that our time here is preparing us for future ministry is the balm to my hurting heart.<br /><br />Living in the States has been good. We stayed with my parents for the first seven months before moving into an apartment of our own. They adored having Isaac there every day to tickle and cuddle and keep out of the dog food. It was a true blessing to live with them while we transitioned to life here. We enjoy the stability and conveniences of living in a developed nation. And, I personally am thankful for hot showers every single day.<br /><br />But as good as it is to have access to the conveniences of the modern world at my fingertips, I'm still learning to reconcile the desires of my heart with the reality of today.Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-76792489442003172222013-11-07T04:45:00.000-08:002014-01-26T14:55:34.557-08:00Finding joy<span style="font-family: inherit;">Rejoice. </span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span><div><span style="font-family: inherit;">That's my one word theme for this year. I think God knew I would need a daily reminder to find my joy in him.</span></div><div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-family: inherit;">Most days I look at my life and see all the things it is not. I'm working instead of staying home with Isaac. Arold and I are working secular jobs instead of doing the full time ministry our hearts long to do. I'm cranky and short with people at work instead of bearing the fruits of the Spirit (which are love, joy, peace, patience,kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control). My life doesn't look like I think it should, and I'm having trouble coming to terms with that.</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: inherit;">Instead of focusing on what is "wrong" with my life, I'm counting my blessings today and finding joy in those things.</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span><br /><ol><li><span style="font-family: inherit;">Isaac's hugs and kisses</span></li><li><span style="font-family: inherit;">Isaac reaching up for Daddy as soon as he saw him this morning</span></li><li><span style="font-family: inherit;">having one of my former Mishawaka students in class again this year</span></li><li><span style="font-family: inherit;">Facebook messages from my Haitian students</span></li><li>the pale sunrise on the way to work this morning</li><li>my office mate at work being awesome</li><li>Luci's "checking up on you" text</li></ol><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-46808556952798916152013-10-24T08:43:00.000-07:002014-01-26T14:55:34.565-08:00(untitled post)I really would like to make writing regularly on this here blog a reality. But I kind of think that's not going to happen in the foreseeable future. Trying to balance work, family, and the rest of life has been more difficult than I ever imagined.<br /><br />I don't hate my job, just the fact that it sucks up so much of my time. In fact, there are quite a few enjoyable aspects to my job. But it's not what I want to be doing.It's just that, truth be told, I'd <i>really</i> rather be doing other things. Things that involve the western third of an island in the Caribbean, education, sustainable jobs, and the like.<br /><br />In the moments when I'm alone, I like to think about my future life. I imagine the house we'll build in Haiti and the ministry we hope to do. I imagine what our family might look like a few years down the road and where our kids will go to school. I imagine cooking and crochet classes. I imagine myself fluent in Creole and friends with my neighbors.<br /><br />Unfortunately that's not a reality right now. Until we are completely debt free, I will be doing this balancing act. Hopefully I get better at it sooner rather than later.Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-67982652421690074332013-09-24T17:03:00.000-07:002014-01-26T14:55:34.573-08:00So many thingsAy. Ay. Ay.<br /><br />It's been a while, huh? My life is so full of reading logs and essays to grade that I barely have time to sit down. Forget about time for reflection and writing. People keep asking how we're adjusting to life in the States, and I don't know what to tell them. I haven't really had time to think about how we're actually doing. We've just been going, going, going. Thankfully that feeling of just barely keeping my head above water is slowly fading. Or maybe I'm just getting used to all the hustle and bustle of life in the U.S.<br /><div style="text-align: center;">__________________________________________________</div><br />In other news, Isaac turns one year old today. But not until 9:25 pm. I still have a baby for a few more hours. It seems unreal to think about this day last year. I was certain I would be pregnant for another week. Then, <i>BAM</i>, my water broke. Three hours later we were holding our precious little boy. I remember the euphoria of those first few hours with Isaac. We couldn't take our eyes off of him.<br /><br />Now, we can't take our eyes off of him either, but that's because he'll get into the toilet if we don't watch him like a hawk. Ha! He keeps us on our toes for sure.<br /><div style="text-align: center;">__________________________________________________</div><div><br /></div><div>A few weeks ago I drove through a part of town I haven't been in for a <i>looonnnggg</i> time. Honestly, I wanted to close my eyes to avoid seeing the run down, rotting apartment buildings and the barred windows of the cash advance business on the corner. I thought about locking my doors (you know, because some thugs might have wanted to jump in my car while I was at a red light), and I also considered trying to find an alternate route that would allow me to avoid the adversity and despair of the inner city. </div><div><br /></div><div>How easily I forget that my subdivision, I-don't-have-to-fight-for-anything life is not the reality that so many people live in. Four months ago I saw the faces of poverty every day, and embraced them. A few months of living surrounded by privilege and suddenly I'd rather ignore the injustice in my own backyard.</div><div><br /></div><div>I disgust myself.</div><div><div style="text-align: center;">__________________________________________________</div></div><div><br /></div><div>It's been difficult for me to transition from "official" missionary work--where every activity and day has purpose--to just another average Joe. I'm thankful for a job where I can impact the lives of others, but right now it just feels like a job. Making a difference in my co-workers' and students' lives is secondary to teaching the curriculum and keeping up with paperwork. When I really think about it, I know I haven't really left the "mission field." But most days I don't really feel like I am being used by God.</div>Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-69144552287958746532013-07-30T18:14:00.000-07:002014-01-26T14:55:34.582-08:00keeping them close<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I'm preparing to start school here in the States, but I really miss my students in Haiti. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-WYv2Sy5kjcU/UYEiBwH5-0I/AAAAAAAAGBE/TeoHGvl7HbI/s1600/DSC00181crop.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="285" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-WYv2Sy5kjcU/UYEiBwH5-0I/AAAAAAAAGBE/TeoHGvl7HbI/s400/DSC00181crop.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"> I'm planning to print these pictures, and a few others, to hang in my desk area at school. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-15dqDaocChA/UaHy8u4NBUI/AAAAAAAAGGc/fgAwUJbs-pM/s1600/IMG_0649.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="300" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-15dqDaocChA/UaHy8u4NBUI/AAAAAAAAGGc/fgAwUJbs-pM/s400/IMG_0649.JPG" width="400" /></a></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;">So, even if I don't have any Haitian students sitting in my classroom, at least I can see some beautiful Haitian faces while I'm working in my janitor's closet turned office.</div>Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-82131041174625423672013-07-21T19:16:00.000-07:002014-01-26T14:55:34.590-08:00The Cutie Patootie<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-SItqf4Sd7Y8/UeyU9EGXqBI/AAAAAAAAGJQ/x_vbkhB5o4E/s1600/IMG_1221.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-SItqf4Sd7Y8/UeyU9EGXqBI/AAAAAAAAGJQ/x_vbkhB5o4E/s320/IMG_1221.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"> Isaac loves music, especially when he helps Daddy play the keyboard.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Pc5O_qn3X0c/UeyU9CNB0eI/AAAAAAAAGJM/Lw_ivpB3TCc/s1600/IMG_1230.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Pc5O_qn3X0c/UeyU9CNB0eI/AAAAAAAAGJM/Lw_ivpB3TCc/s320/IMG_1230.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">Isn't he adorable?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-lmKhVLnVOXg/UeyU9c996JI/AAAAAAAAGJU/Eg5GTbLernY/s1600/IMG_1238.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-lmKhVLnVOXg/UeyU9c996JI/AAAAAAAAGJU/Eg5GTbLernY/s320/IMG_1238.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">Our first boat ride. Arold's not showing off his phone, he was making a video.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-gEL4hZw2vjY/UeyU91Op8II/AAAAAAAAGJg/vF1maL9Y3Oo/s1600/IMG_1245.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-gEL4hZw2vjY/UeyU91Op8II/AAAAAAAAGJg/vF1maL9Y3Oo/s320/IMG_1245.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">Isaac and his friend R. She is four months older than him, but he's a good 3 pounds heavier and at least an inch taller. Crazy kids.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-DQjvEP4GCQA/UeyU-AxeF0I/AAAAAAAAGJo/N6tx19Yus-k/s1600/IMG_1271.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-DQjvEP4GCQA/UeyU-AxeF0I/AAAAAAAAGJo/N6tx19Yus-k/s320/IMG_1271.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">Isaac helped himself to a snack while Mom was doing something else.</div>Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-46035794103581445782013-07-18T19:06:00.000-07:002014-01-26T14:55:34.600-08:00starting to sink inWe left Haiti six weeks ago. I know in my head that we <i>moved</i> here, but until today it mostly felt like we were on vacation. Visiting my family, eating ridiculous amounts of junk food, and showing off my hubby and baby, you know? (Well, it probably hasn't felt like vacation to my husband who has been working the last two weeks. <i>Praise the Lord for a job!!)</i><br /><br />Today I went to meet the administrators and the English department chairman at the high school where I'll be teaching (Goshen, for anyone local). I'm getting excited about meeting my new students and having a mission field again. I found out which classes I'll be teaching, saw my office area, and picked up my keys. It's kind of fun to start something new.<br /><br />But today was also a reminder that my ministry in Gramothe is complete. Magalie, Faubert, Ricardo, Tania, Ogimene, Ameline, Rony, and all the rest of them aren't my students anymore. They are forever in my heart, but they aren't my students.<br /><br />*sigh*<br /><br />Change is hard. I know I'll have new students to get to know and love, but I really miss my MTM students today.Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-57005894164599341612013-07-08T18:42:00.000-07:002014-01-26T14:55:34.610-08:00getting settledWell, we've been in the States about a month now. There's not much to report other than we both have jobs and we're trying to get settled.<br /><br />The first few weeks felt like vacation. Except for the parts where we were job hunting for Arold. <i>That</i> is definitely not the stuff of a vacation. Praise the Lord he was finally hired by a company in Goshen. Someone from church got him the job and we are incredibly thankful for God's provision!<br /><br />There are many wonderful things about the United States. Hot water--all the time. Access to a full sized washer and dryer. Fast food. Smooth roads. Air conditioning (though someone doesn't appreciate it as much as the other).<br /><br />But there have also been many adjustments for us. We miss Arold's family, our students, our friends. My husband hasn't said so, but I think it's safe to say we both miss the food. We miss our life in Haiti, but we are getting settled here. Arold has started working. Isaac is doing a trial run at daycare while I help them out for the next two weeks. We are trying to get plugged in at church (we're attending Brenneman Memorial Missionary in Goshen for anyone wondering).<br /><br />Sometimes I think it would be nice to just cocoon ourselves inside my parents' home and stay hidden away as long as possible. But I know we need to set down roots and make a life for our family here.<br /><br />Overall, I'd say we're doing well. Both my guys have adjusted much better than I thought they would. I just need to remember to give myself grace while we make this transition.<br /><br />Keep praying for us, will ya?Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-30495418659730845782013-06-26T07:00:00.000-07:002014-01-26T14:55:34.618-08:00National Exam TimeIt's the season of National Exams in Haiti. The sixth grade students finished their exams last week, so 9th grade students are "writing" their exams this week.<br /><br />If you think of them, pray for these guys and their classmates this week. Will ya?<br /><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-qgVePQ0wTk8/Ucrzqm4ZahI/AAAAAAAAGIw/Padh96rSiHU/s1600/IMG_0517.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-qgVePQ0wTk8/Ucrzqm4ZahI/AAAAAAAAGIw/Padh96rSiHU/s320/IMG_0517.JPG" width="320" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Mouse and Porcupine </td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-YNmnKOe4d40/Ucrzqs0_3CI/AAAAAAAAGIs/E3Qj4e9n_yc/s1600/IMG_0518.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-YNmnKOe4d40/Ucrzqs0_3CI/AAAAAAAAGIs/E3Qj4e9n_yc/s320/IMG_0518.JPG" width="320" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Adele & Edeline</td></tr></tbody></table><br />Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-24794576138570034282013-06-20T20:03:00.000-07:002014-01-26T14:55:34.626-08:00si bondye vle<i><span style="font-size: x-small;">**I wrote this post several weeks before we left Haiti, so it's probably a month old at this point. So if you get the impression I'm currently in Haiti as you read it, that's why. We are still in the US and will be for a while.</span></i><br /><i><br /></i><i>Si Bondye vle</i> is a phrase that is heard often in Haiti. It means <i>If God wills,</i> but the literal translation is <i>if God wants.</i> I remember talking to my small group about using the phrase "If the Lord wills it" at one point several years ago. We agreed that we should recognize that our plans can be changed by God at any moment, but we also felt that using the phrase <i>Lord willing</i> all the time seemed a bit, um, well, over the top.<br /><br />Living in Haiti has given me a different perspective though. It seems that what we plan rarely happens. Unexpected events occur so frequently that the phrase <i>si bondye vle </i>isn't over the top at all. It's reality.<br /><br />When our nanny/housekeeper leaves for the day and I say "see you tomorrow" she responds with a cheerful <i>"si bondye vle."</i> She knows that any number of events could happen to prevent her from coming.<br /><i><br /></i>When my students ask me when we will visit Haiti or when we return to live here again, I can give them my hopeful timeline but I have to include an emphatic <i>si bondy vle. </i>Because, really that is the only way we'll be back in Haiti within a few years.<br /><br />In the U.S. it's easy to live as if I have control over my life, but living in Haiti requires me to recognize that I am <i>not</i> in control.Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-40707641466031171832013-06-18T08:13:00.000-07:002014-01-26T14:55:34.668-08:00alive, but laying lowHi friends. It's been a while, huh?<br /><br />Just wanted to let you know that we made it to Indiana safely. We are adjusting and getting settled at my parents' house. I'm having fun introducing American life to Arold. For example, we stopped at McDonald's yesterday and he ate his first Big Mac. As we left he said, "Now I know where it is and I can come by myself." I guess he has plans to eat more Big Macs.<br /><br />I find myself in this strange place of wanting to show my husband everything on the list of stuff he needs to see/experience and knowing that I don't need to overwhelm him because we have plenty of time for him to experience American life.<br /><br />Every day is a new adventure, and at the same time it feels like we are in a holding pattern. I have been hired by Goshen Community Schools (thank you Lord!), but I don't start until August. Arold is still applying to jobs, so any routine we have right now is only temporary. And then there's this funny feeling of our days having no purpose. We wake, we eat, we play with Isaac, we sleep, and then we start all over again. It's a strange thing to go from very full and purposeful days to this time of waiting.<br /><div><br /></div>Please keep praying for us as we transition to life in the U.S. So far we seem to be doing pretty well, but it's a process and it will take time. Pray that Arold will be hired for a job that he will enjoy. And pray that God will give some purpose to our days.Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-77133652136553089062013-06-02T13:41:00.000-07:002014-01-26T14:55:34.709-08:00Our Last Sunday in GramotheToday was our last Sunday in Gramothe. It has rained a lot lately and the road has been getting worse and worse. There are some really big holes in the road on the way down to the riverbed, and this morning they threatened to swallow us up. There's a team of 18 people here right now, but we didn't take the truck to church. The road is just too bad. So some people walked (bless their hearts) and the rest of us rode the ATVs. I have taken Isaac on the ATVs before--always in his moby wrap--but today was scary. That road is crazy! It was a relief to get to the riverbed because there were no giant holes to swallow us up. If it wasn't our last time at church in Gramothe, I would have kept Isaac at home!<br /><br />Church was really great--except for my cranky son. I listened to the sermon from the cafeteria because he was so restless/cranky/crying. I tried to keep him in the sanctuary the other parts of church, but we left a lot because he was making so much noise. Silly boy. The great parts of church were the singing time, the English sermon on following Jesus, and the part where Willem called our family up on stage. We actually were up there twice. Before the sermon Willem called us up and talked a lot about Arold and then let him say something to the church. Isaac was going crazy, so we left the stage after that. But after the sermon Willem called me back up to say something (through tears of course) to the church. It was good to say goodbye. Then the church prayed for us. Prayer send offs are one of my favorite parts of being part of a congregation. I cried the whole time, and I saw my husband wipe away tears too.<br /><br />The best/hardest part of church was when everyone was dismissed and so many people made their way to Arold and me. It was like a wedding receiving line. Except I was by the door and Arold was on stage. So it was two receiving lines of one person. Rosias and Monley were some of the first people to come and hug me. They were both crying, so of course I burst into tears again. (And I had just gotten myself under control from the prayer time!) Then other students and adults in the church came to find me and bless me and Isaac before we left. It was really sweet to be told over and over again that I am loved and they will miss me. Of course I got to tell them that I love them too and God bless them. Such a perfect way to end my time in Gramothe.<br /><br />Tonight Arold's family is coming over after church. It's nice to spend time with them before we go. We will miss them so much more than words can say.Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-62665874468919321872013-05-30T09:13:00.000-07:002014-01-26T14:55:34.751-08:00GoodbyesGoodbyes are hard for me.<br /><br />Beth left Haiti this morning. I called to say goodbye and safe travels last night and ended up bawling. Not really what I had planned.<br /><br />Tomorrow are my last classes with my students in Gramothe. I'm looking forward to the time with them, but not the goodbyes.<br /><br />The elementary school had their last chapel yesterday. At the end the principal surprised Arold by saying some really nice things about him. They've worked together for 7 years and have formed a great friendship. Patrick got a little choked up at the end and just walked out. The kids started crying and yelling "amwey!" which is like saying <i>woe is me</i>. There was so much commotion some parents came down from the village to see what was going on. Arold thought it was all over the top; I think he'd just like to slip away and not tell them he's leaving. But I thought it was a great way (minus the commotion) to send him off.<br /><br />Tomorrow is my last day of classes in Gramothe. I will miss my students more than words can say. I know there will be other students later this year, but my Haitian students hold a special place in my heart.<br /><br />Last church service in Gramothe is Sunday, as long as the riverbed holds out and I feel comfortable taking Isaac up.<br /><br />Then it's last minute packing and flying out on Tuesday morning.<br /><br />I don't want to think about that, so it's back to packing and prioritizing.Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-32486828835974718032013-05-26T04:43:00.000-07:002014-01-26T14:55:34.796-08:00Fun Saturday afternoon!<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Yesterday we took a couple of my crochet students and Ashley (who's helping out at Rivers of Hope orphanage this month) to Apparent Project. We also made a few other surprise stops, Epi-d'or and Place Boyer park. It was an awesome day. Isaac did a great job riding in the car and shopping. He even got to eat a piece of my crepe at Epi-d'or and drink some water from the bottle and a straw (probably the highlight of his day). I thoroughly enjoyed this special day with some of my very favorite students. Another gift from God, for sure!</span><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ClC5Md8U_WA/UaHyr427oQI/AAAAAAAAGGM/Z6ozgDlh6wU/s1600/IMG_0642.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ClC5Md8U_WA/UaHyr427oQI/AAAAAAAAGGM/Z6ozgDlh6wU/s320/IMG_0642.JPG" width="240" /></span></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">ready for a day in the hot city</span></td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-15dqDaocChA/UaHy8u4NBUI/AAAAAAAAGGc/fgAwUJbs-pM/s1600/IMG_0649.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-15dqDaocChA/UaHy8u4NBUI/AAAAAAAAGGc/fgAwUJbs-pM/s320/IMG_0649.JPG" width="320" /></span></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Rosias and Monley adore Isaac, and the feelings are mutual.</span></td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-d74p7JiCeEA/UaHy8SsYDpI/AAAAAAAAGGY/L23PtntLS6c/s320/IMG_0652.JPG" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" width="320" /></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">my hubby and a view of the beautiful park</td></tr></tbody></table><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-d74p7JiCeEA/UaHy8SsYDpI/AAAAAAAAGGY/L23PtntLS6c/s1600/IMG_0652.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"></span></a></div><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-6SmkNmavf60/UaHy8JO1K6I/AAAAAAAAGGU/J1sMrRTthew/s1600/IMG_0660.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-6SmkNmavf60/UaHy8JO1K6I/AAAAAAAAGGU/J1sMrRTthew/s320/IMG_0660.JPG" width="320" /></span></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">this nice guard/police man let us take a picture with him at the park.</span></td></tr></tbody></table><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The park we visited was Place Boyer in Petion-Ville. It was just re-opened last week after months and months of work. It was a tent city when I arrived in Sept 2010. The tents were gone by the end of 2011, but the park looked rather <i>blah</i>. Last summer when I was pregnant with Isaac, they put tin all around the park while they were working on it. Everytime we went shopping at the "Haitian Wal-mart" I asked Arold what he thought they were doing in there.<i> (He loves it when I ask him to speculate so much that he's stopped responding to these questions at this point in our marriage. If you hear me talking to myself, it's his fault.)</i> The park was finally reopened this month, and it is AWESOME! I know some people will criticize the government for spending money on a park when there are people still living in tents, but I think having a safe and beautiful place for people to just hang out does a lot for boosting the morale.</span><br /><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /><br /></span>Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-37166665601659603982013-05-22T15:29:00.000-07:002014-01-26T14:55:34.840-08:00Sunday DriveLast Sunday wasn't Mother's Day in Haiti, but it was a great day anyway. We went on a drive in the late afternoon. We went to the look out point, Boutillier, for some acra (pictured below). We were pleasantly surprised to find live music and lots of canvas gazebos and umbrellas set up to protect diners from the setting sun. It was really nice to sit and enjoy the beautiful view of Port au Prince, the wonderful weather, and the live music. Arold even recognized an actor from a Haitian movie among the other diners!<br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-eWPo5EDrP_0/UZN1vRQuRcI/AAAAAAAAGFM/g-uTJ-JXnBQ/s1600/IMG_0546.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-eWPo5EDrP_0/UZN1vRQuRcI/AAAAAAAAGFM/g-uTJ-JXnBQ/s320/IMG_0546.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-gONJAkWhbbg/UZN1zOq-maI/AAAAAAAAGFU/MRMg6HTPmFI/s1600/IMG_0550.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-gONJAkWhbbg/UZN1zOq-maI/AAAAAAAAGFU/MRMg6HTPmFI/s320/IMG_0550.JPG" width="320" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-n3mZgzia14w/UZN1umsyrrI/AAAAAAAAGFE/Ai1r1Wypty4/s1600/IMG_0557.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-n3mZgzia14w/UZN1umsyrrI/AAAAAAAAGFE/Ai1r1Wypty4/s320/IMG_0557.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">After the lookout point, we ended up turning into Thomassin 25 and driving on a newly paved road that leads up into Fermathe. Arold took me on this road once a few months ago, so I knew that we would come out around Fermathe 45 area. Once we got up on the mountain a little more we could see the look out point (all those towers toward the right on that mountain ridge below) where we had just been. I love living in the mountains! </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-j2-t17jZVpA/UZN18aQT4MI/AAAAAAAAGFc/vKrl2qVDTc0/s1600/IMG_0562.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-j2-t17jZVpA/UZN18aQT4MI/AAAAAAAAGFc/vKrl2qVDTc0/s320/IMG_0562.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><br />We ended up taking a turn to see where the paved road would take us. We started going back down the mountain and realized that we would end up in Petion-Ville if we kept going. I thought it was a great day for an adventure, so we kept going. At a certain point the paved road just stopped. We were going to turn around, but another car went on the unpaved part so we followed. We ended up driving down through Montagne Noir and into Petion-Ville. When we got to Place St. Pierre there were tons and tons of people in the park that used to be a tent city. It was so nice to see people using the park after month and months of it being closed due to renovations. Below you can see the difference in the road. The unpaved part was <i>really </i>bumpy.<br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-WRPRXnQYbps/UZN2AvYYF9I/AAAAAAAAGFk/yrlSE8bfZ08/s1600/IMG_0576.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-WRPRXnQYbps/UZN2AvYYF9I/AAAAAAAAGFk/yrlSE8bfZ08/s320/IMG_0576.JPG" width="240" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-b2mFsWJglmc/UZN2F7Fm4VI/AAAAAAAAGFs/PtoDYXHJN9c/s1600/IMG_0580.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-b2mFsWJglmc/UZN2F7Fm4VI/AAAAAAAAGFs/PtoDYXHJN9c/s320/IMG_0580.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><br />Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3508477491641500072.post-87176567913134913012013-05-20T15:17:00.000-07:002014-01-26T14:55:34.887-08:00Special GiftIt's always been difficult for me to process changes in life--especially when it means saying goodbye to people I love. When I taught 8th grade reading, I was always an emotional basket case at the end of the school year. Since I moved to Haiti I haven't had that problem because, for the most part, I had the same students the following year. It's been awesome to teach the same students for three years. I've seen my students grow in academics, but also in maturity. It has been a true blessing from the Lord to serve the same students year after year.<br /><table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: right; margin-left: 1em; text-align: right;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-G_82QQDef-c/UZqJ6FCiZNI/AAAAAAAAGF8/rZ00LlCunM8/s1600/FFFFFFF.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-G_82QQDef-c/UZqJ6FCiZNI/AAAAAAAAGF8/rZ00LlCunM8/s320/FFFFFFF.jpg" width="320" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Tania, Ogimene, & Ameline</td></tr></tbody></table><br />Before I turn into a teary eyed mess, let me say what I planned to write. Today I received a special gift from the Lord. As I was leaving Gramothe to walk home, three of "my girls" were standing at the top of the road, preparing to walk down the mountain. When they saw me, they waited and we walked together--something we haven't done since I stopped teaching computers this year. When I first arrived in Haiti, these girls were chosen to be in my after school computer class. I'm not sure who wrote their name on the paper, but I'm confident the Lord put them on that class roster. Those first few months were... interesting. The boys were falling all over themselves to talk to me. They even tried to get my phone number, so they could call me and listen to me speak. You know, to learn English pronunciation. (ha! that line still makes me laugh.) But the girls <b><i>never</i></b> spoke to me. They hung back and made the boys talk for them. I don't think I heard them speak until at least November, and I'm sure they weren't talking to me. Finally after Christmas of that first year, I got them to talk to me. But they were still really shy. As my Creole got better and their English improved, we were able to communicate better. Last year we often communicated in a mixture of Creole and English. They would ask me questions in Creole and I would respond in English. When I started teaching again in January, I could tell that Tana especially had improved. Today was all the proof I needed. We talked all the way down the mountain to the guest house--a good 30 minutes--<b><i>all in English</i></b>. I think we only used Creole to clarify once, maybe twice, the entire time. How is that for measurable growth in English?!<br /><br />These girls have a special place in my heart. <a href="http://britneylsmith.blogspot.com/2011/04/oh-how-i-love-these-girls.html#.UZqcZrVwouE">Evidence here</a>. Our walk down the mountain today was a sweet blessing from God. Not only did we get to catch up and practice English, we also talked about our futures--my family going to the States and the three of them finishing high school--and God's plan for our lives. I was able to encourage them in their pursuit of higher education. (They'd all like to become doctors, which isn't realistic, so I encouraged them to consider nursing--especially in the realm of childbirth.) Also, I had the opportunity to share part of my faith journey and encourage them in their walks with Christ. It was a very sweet time, and I'm thankful to God for this special gift.Britneyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17943752135181453748noreply@blogger.com0